It's like sleeping,
only to wake up
and find out
that you've forgotten yourself,
forgotten how to be
you.
It's like dreaming
a wonderful, beautiful,
terrible dream,
and waking up to a nightmare,
realizing that you haven't been
alive.
It's like traveling
back through time,
to visit a you
that you hated so much,
and finding out that you like her
better.
It's like winter,
trying to be spring,
but it cannot trick us,
it cannot pretend to be something
KingdomDarks Character: Otter by Axedya, literature
Literature
KingdomDarks Character: Otter
Character Name: Oturx
Somebody Name: Toru
Nickname: "Otter"
Is this character a Somebody, Nobody, Heartless, or just Human? Nobody
Appearance (Hair color and length, eye color, clothing style, ect): He is about 5'1" in height, 87 pounds, and has fair skin. His black hair has blue accents in it, and he has light amethyst coloured eyes. His build could be considered that of a child, considering he is thin and doesn't have much muscular strength. He was 15 years of age when he became a Nobody, causing him to appear that age. In reality, he is 19 years old.
Personality: He appears to be silent most of the time, but is always watching his sur
To forget, to remember,
To live, to die,
To regret, to relish.
All things are meaningless.
All things are frail.
All things corrode and die.
Embrace the chaos,
For it is all that remains,
Embrace the peace,
If it is not in vain.
I wonder, I wonder,
How it came to be,
That no matter how hard one tries,
One still ends up in misery.
Prevention of the pain,
delay of the final destruction,
I wonder if it means a thing,
When chaotic dreams blossom.
Maybe we're just trying to catch smoke,
Maybe we're swinging at vespers,
Maybe we're holding onto nothing,
Maybe we're trapped in all our fears.
I wonder what resolve will
What do you mean when you say
"Get up and do good things?"
What do you mean when you say
"I want you to do this. Do it. Now."
What do you mean when you say
All those hateful things?
What you really mean by that
Is that you want me to please you, right?
You want me work for you,
Smile for you.
Suffer for you.
Bleed for you.
Do all these things just for you,
Because the world you've created
Has you at its center and
Gravity cannot deny its lot.
Well, I won't be your puppet.
I won't be your toy.
I'll not sit back and wait for you to pull my strings.
I'm done here. It's over.
You'll never get to
At the Struggle Tournament, every competitor must follow this set of rules.
Equipment
Each competitor will be given special equipment. You MUST have this equipment in order to participate. See Axedya (the GM) in Twilight Town's Sandlot just before your match to acquire it. Equipment consists of the following:
-Foam Bat
-Protective Headgear
-Vest with Orbs
No other equipment will be allowed during the Struggle match. Anyone found possessing other equipment with be immediately disqualified. Magic, potions, and other weapons/devices/etc. are also not allowed and will be cause for disqualification. Each competitor will be healed AFTER ever
It's like sleeping,
only to wake up
and find out
that you've forgotten yourself,
forgotten how to be
you.
It's like dreaming
a wonderful, beautiful,
terrible dream,
and waking up to a nightmare,
realizing that you haven't been
alive.
It's like traveling
back through time,
to visit a you
that you hated so much,
and finding out that you like her
better.
It's like winter,
trying to be spring,
but it cannot trick us,
it cannot pretend to be something
KingdomDarks Character: Otter by Axedya, literature
Literature
KingdomDarks Character: Otter
Character Name: Oturx
Somebody Name: Toru
Nickname: "Otter"
Is this character a Somebody, Nobody, Heartless, or just Human? Nobody
Appearance (Hair color and length, eye color, clothing style, ect): He is about 5'1" in height, 87 pounds, and has fair skin. His black hair has blue accents in it, and he has light amethyst coloured eyes. His build could be considered that of a child, considering he is thin and doesn't have much muscular strength. He was 15 years of age when he became a Nobody, causing him to appear that age. In reality, he is 19 years old.
Personality: He appears to be silent most of the time, but is always watching his sur
To forget, to remember,
To live, to die,
To regret, to relish.
All things are meaningless.
All things are frail.
All things corrode and die.
Embrace the chaos,
For it is all that remains,
Embrace the peace,
If it is not in vain.
I wonder, I wonder,
How it came to be,
That no matter how hard one tries,
One still ends up in misery.
Prevention of the pain,
delay of the final destruction,
I wonder if it means a thing,
When chaotic dreams blossom.
Maybe we're just trying to catch smoke,
Maybe we're swinging at vespers,
Maybe we're holding onto nothing,
Maybe we're trapped in all our fears.
I wonder what resolve will
What do you mean when you say
"Get up and do good things?"
What do you mean when you say
"I want you to do this. Do it. Now."
What do you mean when you say
All those hateful things?
What you really mean by that
Is that you want me to please you, right?
You want me work for you,
Smile for you.
Suffer for you.
Bleed for you.
Do all these things just for you,
Because the world you've created
Has you at its center and
Gravity cannot deny its lot.
Well, I won't be your puppet.
I won't be your toy.
I'll not sit back and wait for you to pull my strings.
I'm done here. It's over.
You'll never get to
At the Struggle Tournament, every competitor must follow this set of rules.
Equipment
Each competitor will be given special equipment. You MUST have this equipment in order to participate. See Axedya (the GM) in Twilight Town's Sandlot just before your match to acquire it. Equipment consists of the following:
-Foam Bat
-Protective Headgear
-Vest with Orbs
No other equipment will be allowed during the Struggle match. Anyone found possessing other equipment with be immediately disqualified. Magic, potions, and other weapons/devices/etc. are also not allowed and will be cause for disqualification. Each competitor will be healed AFTER ever
Ch.6 - Xyleena, The Wonder-Cat by Axedya, literature
Literature
Ch.6 - Xyleena, The Wonder-Cat
Okay, so I'm the new random chick named Xyleena, and decided it might be a good idea to write things down so I won't forget everything (I have a bad memory you see). Well, okay, I'm in this freagin HUGE castle filled with a bunch of people in black coat thingies, and they all have these really super cool powers. Apparently I'm some form of anomaly, guess Nobodies don't usually come part animal or something along those lines. Oh, right, I should probably mention a bit about myself and how I got here.
Well, I woke up with my cell phone going off, it had a message saying that 'Organization XIII is looking 4 new members plz go get blood port 4
Current Residence: Radiant Garden Favourite genre of music: Anime and "Emo" Favourite style of art: Anime, duh. xD Favourite cartoon character: L {Death Note}, Kakashi {Naruto}, etc. Personal Quote: CAUTION: Do not glomp suckers. ~ Who needs boys? I have Pocky! :P
Favourite Movies
The Force Awakens <3; Anime!; Sweeny Todd
Favourite TV Shows
Pretty much anything anime, geeky, or magical.
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Philmont, ON/OFF, Sullivan, etc.
Favourite Books
The Silver Kiss; The Pern Series; Chronicles of Amber; etc.
Favourite Games
Kingdom Hearts Series!; Grandia; FF series; Castlevania:SotN; etc.
I have decided to start posting on a regular basis again. I figured that I had better put some new stuff up because, frankly, my old stuff is a little embarrassing, haha. Hopefully, I can manage at least once a week. I will try to check my messages as often as I post, or more often if I can.
I have also been thinking about starting/joining a new rp page. I want something casual that would be purely for entertainment.
For my Sea-Salters out there, Axedya's Artifacts is slowly, but surely, becoming a real thing. I am working on launching the shop in April. ;fingers crossed;
I have started a cosplay page, as well. Please message me for detail
So... Hiii... >.>"""
Not sure exactly how to explain what happened and why I was gone for so long... If anyone wants to hear it, let me know...
Anyway... Uh... Kinda at a loss for words here, so I'll just say this: As much as I would like to be online more often and update again, I'm really not sure when I will be able to do so... I'm going to be a mom very soon and I just don't think I will have time for internet while taking care of a baby. I will try to hop online when Ican, but I cannot guarantee anything. :( Sorry, guys. I've got my priorities, and I just want to be a good mom.
Uhm... So yeah. Now you know some stuff about me...
~Ax
x3 Gah, I can't stop thinking about it! It was sooo much fun. I cosplayed as L the first day and Ciel Phantomhive the second day. I wore a simple black and red Lolita outfit the third day.
I'll post pictures soon, I promise. If anyone has pictures of Daisho Con, please let me know! People took pictures of me and I want to see them! Also, I failed at taking pictures and missed out on getting a lot of the cosplays (and forgot to get some of myself >>"). :( Oh, and if you were at Daisho, but didn't take pictures, let me know, too. Maybe I saw you. :P
A special thanks to the group of girls with Grell and Hatsune Miku that seemed to love my L co
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